Women
Cristina is best known as Inca princess, and has worked for six years in the "gathering of fools "of 'window' of Gemma Nierga (Cadena Ser, of 5:00 to 18:00 every Friday). Since childhood she has written poems, his intimate balm to the deep wounds that the fact of being alive inflicted.
poems now published 'Women-cliff' (Books of Silence), that's how she feels, with the desire to be a "tribute all women living on the edge of the precipice without rushing. "
His poetry is powerful, raw, forceful and convincing, without filters. The Inca Princess (laprincesainca.blogspot.com) claims of crazy wisdom. It is the containing his beautiful poems.
Inca Princess ... why?
joined seven years ago psychiatric hospital feeling it was an Inca princess.
What do you remember?
That was very gifted in Machu Picchu, overlooking a beautiful summits. It was a beautiful and ideal world ...
What the doctors said?
That was a false memory, which was part of my illness.
What disease?
schizoaffective disorder, mixture of bipolar and schizophrenia: tagged me as well.
What do you think?
know I was there: does anyone really in a position to deny that it is a memory of another life?
... No one can! And I disagree with my medical label, why get involved myself with another bunch of people under a certain label? It lacks rigor, should have a label for everyone!
Why you joined?
synesthetes had outbreaks: a sound smell, color ring, perceptions interacted and felt to be the Buddha, to be Jesus ... Passed through mystical outbursts, ecstatic ...
Who took her to hospital?
A group of friends saw me talking to Janis Joplin with Shrimp ...
How did you feel?
I either: I did not think that was happening to me nothing unusual ...
But medical science has its criteria and its protocols. Arguably
: Who draws the line between sanity and insanity? And where the trace? Why? Why there and not there?
respond.
I'm not crazy: I'm psiquiatrizada!
Diagnosed.
There are many people that is like a fucking goat ... but undiagnosed. And run daily TVs, banks, football clubs, country ...
"The only difference between a madman and me is that I'm not crazy," he said Dali.
A madman is hypersensitive to the reality that hurts even unbearable.
How about suicide?
is an option. I was on the edge, but I weighed the pain would carry about people I love.
Does art help?
Yes Many painters, writers, poets, musicians, singers, philosophers - Nietzsche! - Artists ... could be locked up (and sometimes were), but with prestige, power, charisma or money, they call you eccentric, forgive you and respect you. If not ... Lock you up!
Does suffers a mental institution?
A psychiatrist is a house of torture. They treat you like a rubble. When I enter, there is always a time when I need pasearme naked through the hallways ... And you know what the reaction of doctors?
... Reduce, tie, hold, sedarme and isolating. We want calm and drooling! For them, everything is mere mechanistic biochemical, disdain the emotions ...
Lack of humanity, sensibility.
I have labeled, and that takes drugs, and the state pays for my drugs pharmaceuticals ...: What a great business! Psiquiatrizan and children, who will remain so until the age ... Play around!
And what is the alternative, Princess?
psychological treatments to determine the cause of my behavior, to understand. But that ... involves too much effort.
Have you tried any psychotherapy?
I would really like, but alternative therapies cost too much money: I can not.
cure "Madness?
In many cultures, the madman is heard: it is accepted that access to a further understanding of reality, an insight. It is the shaman, is the oracle. But not here: this is scary!
Why is that?
Because it prioritizes some predetermined order, and if someone shouts, sings, dances, if "no touch" ... Ah, that alters and scares a lot!
Why do you think we have more fear?
A madness. Pain. A death. I do not.
right?
No. Death is a door of life to another dimension of peace. And the pain is part of the life, so amounts of anesthesia to numb a part of life itself.
Wow, hard to accept this ...
Ya. I have learned to be sad without feeling guilty, to say to friends "today I am sad, I prefer to be alone" without pretense, without shame for it. And nothing happens!
How does it help poetry?
shelter is my best! The poet can say "the moon looks at me" or "the night I speak" without this we enclose ... Poetry is a neighbor of madness, but because it is only poetry ... not lock you up, ha ha. It's my best therapy!
"Poetry can heal? Relieves
lot out of you see what was inside before. Here I can speak in detail and shamelessly sex, pain, death, insomnia, insanity, laughter ...
Can laughter?
I laugh at the terrible things that have happened, and that helps me. The redeeming humor.
What is madness?
There. We call it madness that happens to people who dream wake up!
How would you like to live?
In a house in the country, with a garden and my loved ones, enjoying what is important in life.
What is important about life?
feel that love and feel loved.
you want to see as the wind eased
finding your place in the world
not cry alone,
try take care of you a bit
little that can be
vague because I lost
me wandering
and this universe is made of pieces of pain
and this place is made of pieces of pain
but at the end of a light tunnel hondea
full of beautiful clouds and forecast rain
hit the puddles with feet
and laugh storm
and dream again
other Once again,
We talked to the trees, we love trees, kissed the árboles.Una ambulance came to fetch us, we kept talking to ataron.Ellos their gods, kneeling in the churches, masturbating in front of a TV.
We still tied and pinched with Haloperidol as they read and believed their astrological charts online ... But yes, the insane, paranoid .. Because we were talked to trees and because we made them were amor.Ellos sane.
interview Cristina: The Inca princess
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